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[Narcissist]

From a social anxiety forum:

Hi there folks, i am 23 years of age, and i have never kissed a girl in my life. I am at uni, and through a friend who i have at uni, she introduced me to one of her friends, we went out for lunch together, and it turns out she really likes me.

i have no good friends, i have 2 people i talk with, and they are only now becoming friends.

I obviously suffer from social anxiety, and when i was with her, just me and her i felt very anxious around her, but thankfully i managed to leave a good impression.

I have no clue how relationships work at all, so please forgive me if i sound noobish, not sure how it all works, but im hoping some people on here have been through exactly what i went through, and if they made a success of it.

Well i met her, and it went really well.

At the start, i was really nervous, and then she kissed me, which i made a mess off, lol banged teeth , forgot to close my eyes, it all just went so fast. Then i told her she was the first girl i had kissed before, she was very shocked, and taken aback.

She was very understanding, and sweet about it, after that adventure we went to see a movie, which i must have went to the toilet 5 times during the film, cos of nerves.

Then after that, we did not really know what to do, so we decided to go for a walk along the sea front, i could tell she wanted to kiss me again, but i was so nervous, so she decided to hug me, and we stood there hugging each other for 10 minutes, it was very sweet, then afterwards she took my hand and we walked together.

After we had something to eat, which of course i couldnt eat, or i would have been physically sick, felt sick after just one bite, so had to say i didnt like the food. then we went out to near her place, and we found a quiet car park, with no one around for miles, and the stars were out tonight. Then she told me to close my eyes, and kissed me once again, i started to become more relaxed, and kissed her back, and we held hands, it was a magical moment. But she enjoyed it, liked the fact she was my teacher, cos this was all new to me, then afterwards, she took things further, which i was surprised by but enjoyed very much, just to let you guys know it didnt go the whole way, but i made her a very happy women.